Sunday, January 20, 2008

Did not make it to work out today due to scheduling. For those worried that my resolve might be flagging, it really has been scheduling issues for 3 straight days. Tomorrow should be back on the horse as I don't foresee any problems.

Dieting sucks. Especially when it's not to lose weight or to look better, but to survive. So many tastes - ironically I think my aesthetic appreciation and distinction in food taste is better than that of my vision and hearing - that I want, and these wants just build. I let a little steam off occasionally, but mostly the wants just keep building. I like food, I love eating. (For those of you saying "So do I! But I control it, and golly gee so can you!" just stop right there. Not that you may not be right, but that's almost as helpful as giving a fish a bicycle.) And I think the closest I could get to eating what I want would require working out as a full-time job. Maybe if I became a rhythmic gymnast (or whatever the tassle twirlers are called), that would give me the activity level I would need. And I'd look mighty fine doing it too. Grr arg.
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